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Acting cool?!

I lost to my inner demons
Escaping the reality
Unsuccessfuly maintaining a strategic distance from the voids that exist
Defectively consoling a soul
However everything appears to be correct and splendid

I lost to my overthinking
Battling the musings
Failing to prove them a reality
Weeping over them being called suppositions
The mess of mind; the wreckage of brain
However imagining everything is correct and splendid

I lost to my inward voices
Shouting to acknowledge a reality
Teaching mental fortitude
Inculcating courage
To accept what’s not adequate
Yet has to be accepted
Yet everything seems right and bright

I lost to uncertainties
Convincing oneself
It is all false
Undigested, unabsorbed happenings
Rehashing themselves
Startling occasions
Starting all over again
Yet everything seems right and bright

I lost and I lost!
Holding nothing back all-in-vain endeavours
Accommodating to pieces of astonishment
Making a decent attempt
Making harmony with ‘now’ unveiled veils
Letting oneself know
Everything is correct and brilliant

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