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Everyday’s a struggle! A tribute to people facing depression and anxiety.

Every day becomes a struggle
When people see you who you aren’t
When acting up to they their false perceptions becomes a freaking routine
When crowd sees you for your facade
Calls you with your stage name
And each second becomes a struggle
When you’re unable to hear what they say
And why they say that

Everyday becomes a struggle
When people deny your darkness
Puts you in ends of unattainable edges of light
When you know you don’t deserve it
Why they’re letting me do this
Cant they see my shits, the mess I’m embedded with
How they can adore me

Everyday becomes a struggle
When you can’t take love
When you are grateful but can’t be at the receiving end
Rather it makes you go into extremes of emotional pain
Drains your energies into thinking WHY.
Scares the shit out of ya
Oh how you tell them to stop loving the facade
And what if they know and stop what they’re giving
Will then my soul be satisfied
Or it gets into uncountable pieces.

Everyday becomes a struggle When you smile and flashbacks of your mess hits you
Reminds you of your sad reality
The reality you designed yourself
When you laugh and some invisible force kills you from inside like silent shit soaking the shit of ya

Everyday becomes a struggle
When an abundance of unexplainable thoughts cross your mind
Leaves you clueless
Leaves you numb
Leaves you annoyed of yourself
Makes you kill your freaking self
And end every shit keep annoying your peace

Everyday becomes a struggle
When people give up on you
And you have to let them go even if you dont want to
Because you can’t deny your darkness And you’re helpless

Everyday becomes a struggle
When questions of, why you think like this? crosses you
When questions of, why you doing this? crosses you
When questions of, why you doing this with us? crosses you
When questions of, why you’re self loathing? crosses you
And when each question dives you right into dark reality of mess
Makes you question yourself
Your freaking self
And puts you into troubles of clueless mess where you can’t answer to the world and cry
Cry the shit of ya until the soul tires and body asks for sleep
Till next day to show up an act of dark struggle invisible to the world.

// Jannat

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Sleeping is nice.You forget about everything for a little while.

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