The Ladder of Life.!

At some point in a life, you may feel that it is something or someone you’ve been looking for. However, some scenarios convince you to alter your thoughts and you come back to a point where you trusted no one and invested into someone the least.

Life and our encounter with people is like climbing up a ladder and coming back to the first step.

Someday you meet a person, talk to him/her, spend time, and become friends. You climb each step of a ladder by gradually giving your care, trust, and love to that person. In doing so, you trip, you step back, make slower movements, but still gather your courage and trust and climb to the top.

After certain time, situations forced you to lessen your care and with hurtful changing behaviours of that person, your trust looses and love diminishes. You come back to the first step waiting and hoping to climb up again.

It is what it is and it is called a ‘life.’- ‘The Ladder of Life.’

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Tuesday Feels.!

…And I’ve seen people changed into someone they said they would never become…! 🤔

The Wearying Burden of Ongoing Suffering

How does it feel like to get rejected?
How does it feel like to get misunderstood?
How does it feel like to not get the care in return?
How does it feel like to not get the love in return?
It feels like unscrewing a nail that was pinned into an abyss of your skin.

To Soul Search is Better Than To Blame Others.!

We should not feel sorry for ourselves. It’s not always good to blame others for our misery. Everything we face as a person is the ultimate result of our own decisions and choices. If someone broke our heart, it’s not his/her fault, it’s ours. Why we let ourselves to become so attached to that person.? Why we cared too much.? Why we trusted too much.? Why we loved too much when we were not getting the right vibe.? Nothing is good in excess. We need to keep some energy for ourselves; we should learn to contain ourselves.

Nature is innate, it can’t be changed.!

They say, time changes people. I say, nothing can change a person. Nothing can change a nature of a person. However, a person becomes pretentious, learns to act according to the situation. While doing so, he/she never feels comfortable but is forced to behave in a certain way to tackle people and situation.

Actuality.!

The people you love the most, hurt you the most
The people you dislike the most, surprises you the most
The people from whom you run away the most, loves you the most.!

Faker.!

I cared for you
Ignored everyone around me
Became indifferent to others
Never tried to make another friend

You mattered the most to me
Your likes became my likes
Your dislikes became my dislikes
Your enemies became my enemies
Your friends became my friends

Adopted your way of talking
Adopted your dressing style
Adopted your way of living
Admired you for who you were
Accepted you the way you were

Never complained you everytime you yelled at me
Always initiated conversations
Always apologised first
Just to be with you, to be your friend

I gave my 100% to you, to our friendship
But what you did to me?
You broke my heart
You were never my friend
You always pretended
Infact you never faked it
I didn’t understand you

I trusted you blindly
I never considered you wrong
I never wanted to loose you
But you didn’t deserve me
I never imagined you to be that bad
My heart never accepted that, my brain always did.
You were not my friend
You were fake.