CONTRADICTION.

Sometimes I just want to escape to another world but I can’t because I have to live here.

Sometimes I don’t want to leave this place but want to zone out.

Sometimes I want to cry, cry out loud so loud that the cry is heard by everyone.

Sometimes I want to cry but not aloud, rather under my pillow so that nobody heard my cry.

Sometimes I want to laugh, laugh out loud so just to spread positive vibes, to show people that I’m happy.

Sometimes I don’t want to smile but forced to smile even if my heart is aching.

Sometimes I want to talk, talk endlessly because I want to unburden my heart.

Sometimes I want silence but forced to talk, to show people that I’m okay.

Sometimes I don’t want to work hard, but forced to do because it’s a compulsion.

Sometimes I don’t want to pretend, but forced to do because I’m helpless.

Sometimes I want to get oblivious to everything around me but I can’t because circumstances pushes me towards the harsh reality, we call ‘life’